Theatre.

I'd much rather chase my dreams and make an adventure of trying to get by than hate myself and have security in my life. It probably helps that I don't fear death. If I die on the streets of New York as a hobo trying to make it as a Broadway actress I can die peacefully knowing that I tried as hard as freaking possible.  If I fail I better fall on my face in front of the entire theatre community rather than giving up way back in college. If I fail I better be going down in history as the most determined, most ridiculously driven, and largest laughing stock in theatre.